Ivanzx

Troubles

2011-08-31T01:57:00.002+08:00

I have sho much thing to say but i just seems to express it out... the way the thing are being said now is like making me to give up my feeling already.. its seem sho hurting to me... and im still smiling to my other friends.. I feel sho useless, i cant even do such a simple thing. why issit that i cannot onli do those thing that ppl cant do.. i dont understand :( why am i born this way?? there is no one to blame but myself.. i was the one who wanna fall deep into this rls but now i have to just leave it. It seems sho hard without even trying. When can i really find my real happiness? I just want to be happy without any troubles. All im telling myself is not to cry :( i wish i had a punching bag now.. i could really let old self come out and let out the sadness in me... Even the hardest will fall.. friends always say i will be hardest to fall... but i actually the easiest to fall sometime.. im weak... with smile is just like a cover for me. i maybe crying all the time without ppl knowing..

2011-08-29T14:11:00.002+08:00

I been enjoying my time with her for all this while... even there is some sadness in it. My love for her is still growing. i cant help it that to think that this sat i will be just friends with her. i dunno how to be friends with her anymore. I will just think of those time we spend happily and i will just smile to myself. Im not a selfish person if she has someone else that she really like. i guess i have to let go. I dunno how to face her sometime,i feel im making her life hard. To me, she is not a difficult person. just simple and cheerful esp and work :D i love everything about her in fact. If 2 years later she will be with me.. im willing to spend 2 years waiting :) but if not i guess its single for my whole life

Cute noona

2011-08-13T07:59:00.004+08:00

oh sho long nvr blog le.. i guess there is too much of happiness and unhappiness happening this few months :D i love enjoying my time with my new sister <3 hmmm although those things happen but i will nvr give up on her de.. i just have to give in more i guess... in order for those thing that we dont wan it to happen :( her birthday is coming le.. i hope she will be really happy on that day :D i hope she like what i plan though to me its just simple stuff that we always do.. and combine it together
that all :)

2011-06-08T13:46:00.002+08:00

Blog time!!!

Ah!!! I dont really feel good this day... i get irritated like super easily.. zzzzzzzzzzz!!! but there are good thing happening with bad things coming -.- hmmm.. the reason why i dont like to train ppl in work is because i dont feel that the need.. just nid to talk to see.. like simple?? and the special person i said.. she is gonna move on with her life fast.. hmmmm like dah??? i knew it already -.- and the rest are like slow??? not calling these ppl stupid... just poor in looking ppl characteristic !!! I dont like to look down on ppl.. like i really nvr look down.. i know what they can do.. but does not mean i have to say! Im not serious when im really outside.. i love to joke when im working or with friends.. and nothing i said from my mouth is really real... cause no one is trustable in this world ok! AND I REALLY HAVE NOTHING TO SAY WHEN SINGAPOREAN LOOK DOWN ON CHINA PPL WHO CANT SPEAK ENGLISH!! WTF! I CANNOT TOLERATE LIKE SERIOUSLY??? LOOK AT URSELF.. U HAVE UR OWN SKILL.. THEY HAVE THEIRS... SO STOP COMPARING.. DO U EVEN KNOW HOW TO LISTEN TO THEIR LANGUAGE?? NO RIGHT?? SO THAT UR WEAKNESS!! IF U WERE ONE DAY SENT TO CHINA.. AND THE CHINA PPL SPEAK IN THEIR VILLAGE LANGUAGE.. AND U DONT UNDERSTAND.. U R THE JOKE OVER THERE!! AND IT DOES NOT FEEL GOOD RIGHT.. SO WHY MUST SINGAPOREAN HAVE THIS THING TO JOKE ABOUT THEM NOT KNOWING ENGLISH... HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dont even hate china ppl ok.. i just hate those who abuse animals.. those kind of stuff... not ALL of china ppl are like that ok -.- so be OPEN MINDED CAN?

Next thing is about ppl saying stuff about me.

I dont really like it when ppl say things behind my back... maybe u dont even know i already know u will do that >.< it just simple for me to know.!! and i dont like ppl to say like when i close to someone mean i like that person -.- lmao that is stupid retard thinking or assumption.. IDIOTS!!! it maybe true but just keep it to urself cannot ah?? very hard ah>??? GO AND EAT SHIT OK!!! BETTER IS TO NOW GO AND EAT SHIT!!

Hmmm when i always consider to a relationship.. i will take month or even year -.- i did that before.. year!! I dont feel its funny to just go to a relationship.. as of now.. there is someone who is really in my heart already.. but it one super hard decision.. Everyday pass the feeling get stronger.. and if that person did something.. im sure to remember.. hmmm oh well... wish me luck bah!!

Im satisfied!!! :D

2011-04-29T10:02:00.007+08:00

Big bang mini 4th album!!

GD and TOP!

BIG BANG SPECIAL EDITION!!!! ITS REALLY SPECIAL !!!!

Dunno what is this?? haha!! its a frnd msg for my birthday 2 years ago :D its in my wallet like every single day!!! i cherish this frndship most :D and i didnt tag her blog here cause i dont wanna have anyone disturbing her.. CAUSE I KNOW WHO READING MY BLOG DE!!! hehehehe :D love ya frnd !!!!

HEHEHEHE!!! This few days have been too awesome!!! but i know there its just the starting :D so there is more to come.. i feel it already :( hmmmmm... someone is like calling me but i cant seems to find that person... its like just dissapear :( i guess im really miss to have someone by my side :( its so hard to have someone by my side u know :( those who i really care and like all have someone else already........... they said i have to wait cause i have to wait for someone special !! but i waited very long le sia :( this timing would be best.... GOD suprise me can?? i gave up a lot of thing to reach this far already.. i helped those who really needed my help.. but in the end who come and help me sia?? hmmm planning for 26th!!! outing with colleague.. i want it to be a day that we wont forget :D i dont mind spending money on that!! :D im gonna spend a lot.. A LOT!! seriously like those who always buy clothes and nvr wear wan.. haiz waste money onli.. look nice so what.. the problem is ur attitude!!!!!!!!!!!! problem sia ppl attitude onli know how to say ppl.. look at urself.. older than me with lesser frnd than me??? please normally it should be a girl friend more than guy... but i seriously have more frnd than most of u all la!! something will happen to ppl like u de.. u wait onli :) wait onli :) kk shall end my post here!!!

2011-04-19T00:30:00.002+08:00

Ah i did something that i should not did yesterday :( i think i should just say sorry although that person dont mind... i feel bad !!! but it was enjoyable :D i wish that would continue for long!! cause i super love to spend my time like that :) i like ppl who are unique :D just be themself :D and yeah i being blur too yesterday!! like i forgot to take wallet.. lost cab voucher.. wa lao.. damn sian !! and im too lazy to care about bgr stuff.. so stop asking ok -.- all i want now is all to be frnd!! nothing else le...

2011-04-17T04:33:00.003+08:00

Oh well not really in mood to update la... been wanting to write something in blog but it just delay ah... well im just going to say that my name ivan was given for reason.. my name jia wen was also given for meaning!!! the one thing these name was giving is because they wan me to surpass ppl.. and that what i always been doing.. i love to surpass ppl esp those who are real good.. i will focus everything to overpass them.. that why im here now with so much skill that i know.. i learn thing super fast like that -.- i dont even know i can do that till someone tell me!! ah i feel tired already... maybe when im awake i write again bah...

2011-04-11T02:11:00.002+08:00

Hey blog :D im back!! hahahahahaha!! i guess im tired enough this few day to update at least im not lazy lolz -.- hmmm make it short today!! bullet point!!

Outing was fun!! 12 hours of cycling!! i guess my stamina should be back!!
Yesterday working was fun!!! :D esp the chat with her??? :P
Today was even awesome :D i guess i didnt regret putting sunday to work now!! lots of laughter and funny stuff keep happening !! :D
Someone asked me whether im sad because of not having this friend.. hmmm ...
Im hoping i would get eos for my working so i could work with her..

2011-04-07T01:24:00.002+08:00

Blog im back !!! hmmm i got fucked up this morning reading stuff!!! haiz... let down sia!! this world still got this kind of ppl!! haiz!! FAIL!!! epic look down on ppl some more!! wa i damn look down on u now... seriously look down.. pure hypocrite!!!! other just have to act, u dont even need to act!! haiz!! went to watch movie at vivo with hong soon... didnt really talk to her :( she was like busy so oh well i just said hi!!! with a smile :) and said smile more ah :D hehehehe!! watch world invasion and in the middle of the show.. i recieved a text from my old friend!! she said she was in vivo and maybe going to watch movie. so i went to find my old friend!! had a good long talk and went up!!! heeheheheehe!! went to talk to her !!! HAAHAHAHAHAA!!! and she told me she doing ushering two times -.- i pek chek sia!!! haiz!! stupid manager nvr find replacement!! ARGHHHH!!! make her stand so long!!! she nid to rest also u know!! she is human ok!! not robot!! i feel sad for her la always kenna this kind of thing :( and she smile to me.. so of coz i smile back :D dont wanna spoil her mood :) and i told her i will accompany u,chit chat with u :D she keep smiling!!! hahahahaha!!! i said wa lao u stand so long sia.. pity u, u know... if onli i can help u :( and she went to clear hall so i said i go with u ok :D hahahaha!! i like k this kind of person although they know its not what they should they still do it :D i told her later i will come chat with u again !!! heehehehe!! it just awesome ok :D more awesome than with haiz. i miss her right now!!! i just said bye and takecare onli :( all thx to hong soon!!! arghhhh!! should have stay longer and wait for her to end work :) ehehehehe!! nvm ah still got next time!!! heeheheehehe!! hope she is having a sweet dream now :D

2011-04-06T02:23:00.002+08:00

Oops i forgot to update!!! no la!! is because i was too tired yesterday!!! i had a super awesome fun day sia!!! im glad i take over yolane :) i had a super nice chat with her like for 20 mins??? hahahaha!! super enjoyable :) and i like went up to find her for more than 4 time?? -.- hahahahahaha!! even more than last time :D heheehehehehe! she got something more attractive than someone else -.- haiz dont mention better.. at least she got the brains to think although she is from china... she is just funny :D and she should smile more to hide her panda eye :) hahahaha!! hope her panda eye faster go!!!!! hehehehehe!! after work i had fun with her and irritating apple!!! SHE IS SUPER IRRITATING THIS FEW DAY!! SHE KEEP ASKING ME WHEN AM I LEAVING -.- !!! ARGHH!! and i say u jian da ah?? she say ok la.. let u beat me??? haahahaha!! i super stun la.. then i said cannot beat back ah!!! she say ok!! then i beat !!! not so hard la.. just a tap! and she said pain!!! ARGHHH!! SUPER PEK CHEK SIA!! but i enjoyed it :D :D she said she say that as a concern :) thanks u apple :) not so soon !! :P heheehe!! and she bought lots of apple.. so i took one and eat.. i said im eating u -.- hahahahaha!!! this line bring back memories.. but i dont want it anymore already... i ate finish apple and i stay for a while to see her... hmmm if someone dare to bully her.. u get it from me ok!!! i make sure u DIE! hehehehehehehe!!!

today post!!!
today also another awesome day!!! GALA!!! wa i super happy to see one of the star i being wanting to see him real life!!! OMG!! he is damn dao la!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaahahahaha!!! coming to work.. this is what happen... sotong came up and i and the rest were talking... and she interupt!!! then someone sia FUCKING malaysian!! hahahahah!! burst laugh sia!!!!!!!!! and this line keep going on for 10 mins!! we just keep laughing!! and suddenly she say u think funny ah??? everyone diam diam.. we said nope not funny... hahahahaha!! her face so serious sia.. but also not fierce -.- hehehehe!! then had fun at the gala!! esp helping the eos staff!! super cool fun :D :D im watching big bang now!! wohoooo!!! im not going to miss their concert this year i swear sia!!! i will borrow cam from sister !!! big bang i love u guys!!!

IM A HAPPY GUY NOW :D :D

2011-04-04T07:28:00.006+08:00

Im back !!! :D :D hehehehe!! theres someone new in my head!! omg!!! thanks for being in my head sia -.- all my trouble like gone when i think of u!! hahahaha!! im happy :D :D and when im typing im listening to awesome song!! make mood better and better!!! omg im so excited !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha!!! feel like dancing now!! oh well!! im !! hahahaha!! must see video and dance!! taeyang like a shining star!!! so am i :P hahahahaahaha!! i learn thing fast too bad :P i have already pass so many ppl who are pros... its like the movie faster!!! so super nice wan!!! heheehehe!! today will be watching movie!! can chat chat with someone le :) so super looking foward!! and short girl has a boyfriend!! OMG!! i also very excited to see sia!!!!! hahahahaha!! short girl!!! inside my phone there is a section that has memo!! i type a lot of thing over there !! :D and now is onli left one :D the rest are deleted cause i dont even bother to read it now!! so does the message!! almost everything!! feel so peace now :) outing soon at ecp!! im fking looking foward to it!!! TON TON TON!! WOHOO! my fav!!! that is the time when u spend time with ur friend.. not like other ppl who dont like to go chalet or bbq!! -.- im so going to ask this question to this person.. and i will say sorry and say lucky!! :D and i just saw something i should not even saw.. normally i wont want to find out.. unless there is reason for me to find out!! and i found it!! it took me less than 1 min!! a new record sia!! wohoo!! and i saw everything... so now i know what happen le -.- this kind of ppl should just die!! i dont mind to take a knife and kill u straight.. u r a disgrace to the society!!! haiz!! now im happy wont talk about this.. so now u btr fuck off my life!! hehehehehe! :D :D muaahahahahaha!!! evil laugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! checky laugh!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yah this is for u

2011-04-03T03:15:00.002+08:00

blog i will update everyday!!! i dunno when i cannot update anymore le :( i enjoyed one part of today.. is the chatting :D its just that few minute :D she is someone special... maybe not now... but i trust myself :D i know myself the best!! been hoping for this day for long!!!!!!! hahaahahahaha!!! good show to watch and more things to learn.. my skill will be useful now.. time to show them off :D :D awww idw talk about this le.. i want to be happy :) i love chatting a lot :D esp midnight chatting and real life chatting.. I got this little time left to spend ... i will do what i can to achieve what im hoping for :D thursday and friday spend time at ecp with clique!! bike riding!! wow i long time nvr play stunt le !!! lose skill confirm... hahaha!! but no worries my good point is i learn thing fast as long i focus.. i nvr really hate china ppl a lot.. i just hate those who abuse the animal!!! i dont really hate bagalas.. in face i respect them quite much :D they do those jobs that SINGAPOREAN dont dare to do.. i dare to do the job but for my family i cant :( i wish to talk to new friend more!!! i want to know more more more and more about her... she is special :D but i will control my feeling!! :D i just wish to be good frnd or bro and sis with her :D

2011-04-02T03:42:00.002+08:00

Blog oh blog :) im happy with this sadness and pain in my heart... i dont like to talk about past cause its already over... i just forget about it.. hmmmm i want to thanks the taxi driver!! he said a lot of meaningful thing to me :) he said to me that i should change myself a little bit more :) and i feel the same too! but i dunno whether will it be good??? he said my personality like writing a report with eye close.. he is a stranger... he could know me so well... what about my frnds??? they just take it for granted cause they think im nice to bully??? since im nice to them.. it all started to make sense.. maybe that person is reading it.. i got something to tell u... u sucks! and the recent post is to u also.. im not scared though of whoever ur good frnds are? maybe they are just tolerating u.. dont u even want to know what they thinking.. blame urself from being a lousy friend.. i dont mind losing this friendship le,cause it lost hope.. save urself friends.. im telling u before its too late.. hmmm u r too NICE to for me to have u.. sorry im too BAD to be with u... i dont want it anymore.. all the things i done is wasted??? u nvr ever appreciate it... its just like what the taxi driver say! and my thinking too :D im nvr looking down on u.. in fact i want to thanks u... u make me stronger... i learn lots of things from u.. the sad thing is this frndship should not even started.. so i should be the one ending it as well.. im not going to cry over this.. cause its i cherish it but i dont feel u do.. u have other friends.. u dont nid to have a friend like me right?? a person who is childish.. a person who is younger than u which mean childish -.- a person who is irritating.. i dunno what else u think of me.. cause i dont care at all.. coz after all u aint nothing compare to me!! yah im bullshitting or what.. go and ask what ppl think of u.. esp those who are close.. and let me tell u something.. nothing is the truth that i ever told u from the beginning!! im here to teach u a lesson.. and now is done!! i have enough le of saying this thing cause i not the person who is writing this at all! im just the one saying and someone else will type..

Tomorrow philipine friend is coming!!! i have to say this we just got to know each other for a week! cool ah?? hahahahaha :D a bit sad that i will have to say bye to her soon maybe??? im glad im still can see her still!!! hehe!! tomorrow i will ask someone to be my sister!! i hope she will and im scared i will cry :( im really scared :( now i want to spend time with my workmates!!! and i wont be the stupid one cause thats how i feel.. i very happy to be back in gv this time! a lot of things changes! yes and i still feel bad :( i will do what i want to do! no one control me :( i hope everyone enjoy working with me :) cause i do no matter with who.. i feel the equal same :) and im glad im close to some of the ppl! im really happy k :) and sorry for those who i ever make fun of u.. i was joking onli :) i know im asshole.. hahaha!! who care ?? i can make ppl laugh and smile.. can u?? i still rmb this good frnd of mine... she is the one who always cheer up!!! she is one of my really best frnd i really had.. and maybe if she wondering why i nvr link her blog?? simple it not for u to know about her :D

2011-04-01T01:07:00.002+08:00

Blog blog blog!!! im super sad !!! telling myself not to cry not to cry not to cry... i dont wish to say everything here.. :( i rather keep it to myself... i want to avoid.. i think its the best that i can do for now... feeling please go can its very painful :( i dont like that feeling of pain at all!! i hate it!! hate myself!! haiz :( i think sooner or later i will take drug :( i dunno :( im afraid :( ya!! and i have damn wishful thinking !!! stupid brain !!! stop all those thing can?? i rather dont have it!!!! im thinking of what someppl said.. when new friends come,old friends goes.. someppl treat friendship like clothes.. when want to wear u wear.. dont want to wear dont wear... haiz... what happen to *true friend* and *forever* the trust to all this thing is gone :( im damn upset... if u got the balls.. try staring in my eye when im angry... try it? i make sure u cry.. even if u dont mean it.. im sorry to those who i make u cry :( i nvr meant it... but i can help it when im angry my eye change... the fear in my eyes nvr changes... blog now i wish to have a new sister.. she is some from my workplace.. i dont really know her well.. but i feel i have a bond with her... trust me i think she feel the same.. i hope we will be brother and sister.. cause i want to know more about her.. thanks in advance :D i will cherish it!!! another will be philipine frnd.. will be seeing her on sat as she will be coming to vivo!! im looking foward to it!!! I HATE U !! IM STARTING TO HATE U !! U !!! U!! U!!! FUCK OFF WITH UR ATTITUDE!! U THINK U R SO PERFECT??? FUCK OFF LA PLZ!! U THINK U R MATURE AND U THINK IM CHILDISH!!! AND U THINK THAT AGE MORE IS MORE MATURE..??!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK U U U!!! FUCK SIA!!! U CHANGE SO MUCH !!! SO FUCKING MUCH!!! U NOT EVEN THE PERSON I THINK I KNOW.. OR RATHER U R ALSO A TWO FACE!! ACTING PITY INFRONT OF PPL WANT THEIR ATTENTION... WA I FUCKING HATE THIS KIND OF PPL.. FUCK U K!!! CBCBCBCBCBCBCBCBCBCB!!! THINK U BIG FUCK ??? EVERYTHING U CORRECT??? FUCK LA.. ALWAYS SAY PPL THIS PPL THAT.. U URSELF LEH?? U REALLY THINK U VERY GOOD?? CB LA... PLZ U NOT SO GOOD .. I KNOW IM NOT ALSO... BUT AT LEAST I DONT COMPARE!! ASSHOLE... FUCK SERIOUSLY!! SPOIL MOOD!! ALWAYS!!! sorry to the rest who affected sia.. im regretting.. seriously REGRET!!!

2011-03-27T22:43:00.002+08:00

Oops sorry blog for long time nvr update!! gonna be rare to see me smile and laugh this few day :( shit stuff happen for this few day.. 1st was my frnd mum :( she was unconscious for 3 day!! and lucky she is awake now.. being spending time with good frnd... quite awesome but when she cry ah.... damn not awesome :( 2nd wa even sian dont even think i should be doing this... this stupid feeling is driving me nuts man!! is totally insane man.. cant shake it off at all!!! wa lao!! even in dream -.- for 3 day been having the same dream sia... im scared something will happen soon :( :( 3rd!! mum keep asking if i and ur dad divorce who u want to follow??? wa my mood ah like wave like that sia!! damn sian!!! anytime will become tsunami i tell u.. dont mess with me sia this few day.. say i dunno what is the feeling of loving someone anymore.. i dont even know whether i am in love with that person or not -.- but she is all in my head everything link me to her... i see something i can think of her.. i dunno sia -.0 if im in love ah i just want it to be nature... i dont like to be forced or forced ppl...

Now i have target!!
first is to learn big bang somebody to love song and dance
second is to learn tonight dance which is almost done!!
third is to be free !!! i dont like to be stress!!!
fourth is to work and play :D :D

My life is easy i dont nid anything to satisfy me althought i hope to have someone who i can talk to always :( :( i miss those time... if onli i can find u right now...

2011-03-12T02:33:00.002+08:00

Im not happy at all :( im just trying to be happy so i wont spoil ppl mood.. i hate it why must always when i decide to be close with that person another person will also be close with that person :( :( WHY??? I DONT UNDERSTAND :( WHY??? I JUST GET JEALOUS AND IM JUST SHOWING NOT TO BE JEALOUS :( IM SO USELESS :( I NVR GET TO SAY THE THING THAT I WANNA SAY AND DO THE THINGS I WANNA DO! WHY??? IM NOT GOING TO CRY! BUT IM SAD :( I KNOW TOO MUCH STUFF ALREADY ITS SO HARD TO SHOW THAT I DUNNO :( FEW YEARS BACK WHEN I WAS NOT THE IVAN NOW.. I WAS DIFFERENT :( LIKE 360 DIFFERENT... AND SOMETHING HAPPEN AND I CHANGED.. BUDDY BACKSTAB ME :( I WAS SUPER SAD AND I NVR EXPECT THAT.. I DID MY BEST AS UR BEST BRO AND U STILL DO THAT TO ME :( IM DISAPPOINTED!!! I DECIDED STILL BE NICE PERSON I CARE FOR MY FRNDS :D AND I REALLY DO CARE!!! THE PERSON IM CLOSE WITH, THE PERSON `WHO I FEEL IS THE RIGHT ONE FOR ME! BUT THING WILL NVR GO WELL FOR ME :( MAYBE U GUYS (READER) THINK THIS IS FAKE.. WHEN IM SAD IT WILL BE A COLD NIGHT WHEN I CRY THE SKY CRY WITH ME... WHEN I THINK OF DEATH SOMETHING WORST WILL HAPPEN THIS IS HOW ITS ALWAYS BEEN.. I ALWAYS THINK OF PPL THEN I THINK OF MYSELF PPL SAY IM FOOLISH BUT NICE... AM I REALLY NICE??? OR U JUST SAY IT FOR FUN?? I DUNNO?? I FEEL IM CHILDISH LAME STUPID IDIOT ASSHOLE USSLESS! I want to have someone by my side now i want to share everything single thing with that person.. I want that person to be my last !!!!!!!!! pls appear infront of me?? i will cherish it seriously. i will..

2011-03-05T08:25:00.002+08:00

I nid to change the songs on my blog but for now i am super lazy nid to wait for off day which is tmr LOL! nvm cause i haven even sleep!!! haiz... big bang song keep me hyper and i want to learn tonight chorus dance it look damn nice lah!! hahaha!! hmmm oh well i dunno how mamy sorry i said but i really cannot accept ppl as my gf i rather be frnd first maybe know well more... i dont really like to just let u be my gf i dont even know a single thing about u but u know something about me.. thats not good at all !! hmmm for now i really dunno how to love a person??? i onli know how to like a person.. i just wish there is someone who i can care now someone who i can really talk to :D i want to see one person and talk that person for a while.. i nid that talk to keep my mood going.. sometimes i dont really like ppl saying im nice.. cause i dont feel im nice at all... ok those who know the real *nice* of me i dont mind.. cause in fact im a nice person.. but dont take it for granted.. i hate being blame for doing something which i nvr did.. its just make the past come back... ever being touture before. cause i know the feeling.. there is one thing that is making me happy/sad?? i dunno whether i really should to be happy to hear that or sad to hear that... somehow i just wish i was the person who will be by ur side.. i just love to see ur smile and friendliness.. but sometime ur attitude sucks but i could take it..

2011-03-03T12:15:00.002+08:00

Im damn shag i nid my fort sink in my game still got 11 to go!!!! like a lot but my damage cannot keep up !!! always miss!! dammit... hmmm monday night was terrible awwww to be serious i miss one person onli... which is small girl!!!! yst should have go even early to work so can talk.. wa miss by 5min!!!!!!!!!!!! but when i go in staff room hahaha!! i sense ah :P no lah i smell her perfume lah :P hahahaha!! miss miss miss miss miss :( :( :( :( :( wa nid to get her num so get chat with her :D small case onli to get num :P always easy!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! maybe other ppl find it hard to get girls num?? but till now most that i want i confirm can get it :D hahahaha!! i dunno whether is a happy thing or not?? or maybe is just temp cause maybe it someone else instead :P it just been neglected!!! hmmm i dunno if i have someone by my side now seriously i will be happy :D :D im willing to go rls... my frnd ever said whoever with u sure happy de.. im happy to hear that u know!! HEHE!! KIND OF THICK SKIN!! BUT IM SURE WHOEVER WITH ME BEFORE SURE IS HAPPY DE :D well feeling come and go some feeling may just fade away... i just dont like ppl to hide feeling cause now its 2011 already not like tv drama drama that kind!!!

2011-02-23T22:56:00.002+08:00

OMG Im crazy already!!! hehehehe!! just feel like posting this thing!!!

hmmm i dont like girls :
Who makeup unnecessarily cause i like nature.. even u not pretty or what.. just look natural!
Who scold vulgar easily.. plz -.- act like a girl/ladies rather than ah lian -.-
Who are close minded when choosing bf.. example like maybe the education lvl hmm age?? hmmm place that the person stay? still got a lot!!! i feel so pissed to hear this kind of thing still exist.. just make true love gone... idiots!

I like girls as in like the way they are :
Who like to dress up with skirt cause it look nice!
Like to interact with ppl-make friends :D
Who knows how to take care of herself!!!- independent :D
OH YAH!! this one!!! always bring umbrella!!! common sense if rain to protect herself from getting wet and getting home safely :D

HAHAHAHAHA!! i cant think much ah!! having headache... there is nothing wrong loving someone. but it is wrong when u love the person the wrong way :D i only can say i dui bu qi myself... And till now i swear i nvr ever kiss a girl before.. cause i want to save it for the real person who will be with me... kind of lame.. but so be it i like it :D

2011-02-16T02:53:00.002+08:00

Sudden feel like blogging... so long every since i blog... a lot of things been happening and i dunno whether to say or not to say.. to do or not to do.. im following my heart but it leads me to no where... hmmm sometime i really am overestimating myself but ppl are understimating me... if u are close to one person others will ask u like that person ah.. whatever ur answer is ppl will nvr think the way u think... my frnd say to me that time.. someppl dunno how to use the word flirt.. so u dont care what other ppl say... i agree of coz.. i just feel words have too much meaning... i wish i could not talk at all.. so i would not have so much thing to say.. i wish i was deaf so i dont nid to hear what other ppl said.. i wish i was blind so i don nid to see unnecessary things.. so many do and dont... haiz... im just really thinking of the past where i have someone who i can hug all the time. someone who really know the ME... which no one will ever know... haiz.. enough of rubbish.... if u think im childish other dont plz..

good news is:
I have new clan which i really love it
philiphine frnd maybe coming to singapore to work im so excited and im missing my phili sister :( nvr see her online cant even talk :( :(
Im taking a new nitec course hopefully
Im not qutting gv :D :D i guess :P

bad news is:
Im having mixed feelings :( i hate it!!
I hating myself to have someone as frnd
Im not really happy all the times
Im jealous of some ppl
I lost my confidence once in a while
I feel like crying right now!!!

2011-01-30T20:30:00.003+08:00

Hmmm yesterday on the way to work... i think of a lot of thing... i was wondering why ppl like me for??? i dont even feel im worth it... and when i have someone i like it will nvr be mine.. why is this so man?? i dont understand??? is this been pre-destiny?? the next one i think of is not to fall in love with chinese anymore... sound a bit racist but i just feel like trying to like another race or religion.. its crazy but better liking a chinese... all it get to is to be in pain.... well love is pain :( next one i think of is a person who i nvr thought i will nvr be close with... im just surprise the way the thing are now... i nvr nvr nvr ever ever ever expect to be close i was just thinking of being normal friend just say hi when seeing each other ask where u working saying bye when work end.. that it!! my thinking... but wrong... im happy to have a frnd like her but i dont feel good at all..... till now im still feeling that heavy feeling.. cant shake it off.. i just wish everything were like last time... no hard feeling and dont nid to avoid... haiz.... im having loads of regret and memories... working frnd ask me why u do this for?? i just said i feel like doing so... although i love not giving up... but soon i will be giving up... feeling get stronger day by day and i cannot do anything about it.. just keep looking from one side... just keep looking,hoping and hearing... i dunno what to do.. im just just taking one step at a time... i dont wish to leave gv though... but when i leave im sure to cry de... i miss those time :( :( :( im sorry :( i let u down for my entire life already :( hmmm work is been dragging this few day.. i just cant really feel im putting effort to work.. im just thinking of something else instead of working.. i hope to work with those who i want to work with while i can :D

2011-01-26T14:37:00.002+08:00

Well its been long and so many things happen recently... im not stress but just troubled :( real troubled :( :( im happy with frnds esp during work... and yesterday was just super awesome :D im sure the rest of them enjoy it a lot :D i dunno whether to leave gv or not :( i caant bear toooooooo............ too much memories there :D im sure to cry when i leave gv... i can already imagine lo... and i hope to clear all the misunderstanding there there i can go in peace :D i really wish to see the old times although i like the current one.. but everyday is just a lie... seeing those ppl make me feel guilt that i done something wrong... i have a little bit of regret coming back to gv... everybody hate me... and im glad better than someone like me :) hehehehe!!!! hahahahaha!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!! rather hate than being love??? :P i miss the fun and awesome time at gv :D but soon it may be over.. and im betting on this after i leave sure a lot will leave like my last time workplace also same thing.... i left then half of them also left.... i ask why u all also leave.. they say becoz i leave already... HAHA!! i so happy to hear that! and im sure a lot of ppl love working with me esp when i have mood.. :D

2011-01-20T10:50:00.002+08:00

Before you have to be true to someone, u have to be true to yourself.. that what i did and what happen was different.. hmmm im troubled with loads of thing.... all i want to do now is to meet sister :D i wan to be with someone who i can be myself when im with that person... is that hard??? someone tell me what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is what i feel this few day... im going to ask someone to be my sister and its nvr to be chinese !!!!! tick tock tick tock time is passing fast... feel i have no hesitation anymore which is good!!! :D so i think i will really that person....

2011-01-17T13:35:00.002+08:00

Hi bloggers :D hmmm haven been blogging reason is:
U dont have to know, u maybe be thinking i think i know why..
Whatever u r thinking, hmm answer is no!!
I dont feel like staying at home :( i chosen to go out...
When i go out ppl say u dating ah?
I will say yah :D why??? cannot issit??
If ppl like to say i will do it!!
Why i scared for?? im not guilty of what u ppl are saying.
All i can say is ppl mind are simple
Is easy to know what ppl are thinking :D i always do :D
Without u ppl saying its like a script in my head
For now i want to be alone like always :D
When alone i can think more :D
And im sure i will make my decision
I onli hope i wont soft hearten
Which i already did the words cant come out

2011-01-11T15:08:00.002+08:00

I love my so call holiday.... i just dont feel like studying anymore.. but i still wan to but not now! hmmmm did not went out with that person yesterday i guess i still cannot do that i dont feel good :( but sat i meeting my dunno how many x!!!! hahaha!! just feel like meeting leh.. hangout for a while and have a nice chit chat session :D i got a lot of things i dont like ok!! i dont really like to take photo seriously! no becoz of anything.. The mermories* will come back when u see those photo so NO! hahahaaha!! hmmmm another thing is ah i dont like girl to touch me as in stranger eps in the train... i seriously dont like that feeling... Keep trying to be close with me is no use de... i will just go away... if hold my hand i will just swing it away... i feel this is a kind of respect.... I respect u ppl ok :D so dont take it for granted..im not ur toy or what.. u wan to do this means do this... the more u wanna do the more i will avoid u :D

2011-01-09T17:16:00.004+08:00

I believe let everything go with the flow will be great.. so dont force me :) i know myself.. its still a fear i cannot do it... if without what happen like year... i will sure ask already :D HEHEHEHE!!! love my plurk design :D i wan to plurk till 100 and above... confirm can... got a lot of movie i wanna watch man.. the ghost must be crazy!!! super funny. make me laugh like hell!! hahahaahaha!! love it :D hmmm someone ask me out on monday to watch movie... Should I??? don wan anyone to have misunderstanding though cause human mind!!! hmmmm still deciding hopefully yes bah..

2011-01-09T17:16:00.003+08:00

2011-01-04T22:53:00.002+08:00

Wa a lot thing i wanna to say sia!!! but i don wan say on facebook i wanna say on my blog!!! think i will create plurk but wont really add anyone.. just wan to type and type and type!!! this few day been crying sia.. tear just keep dropping.. yst worst is wake up jiu yo tears le :( even my pillow also wet!!! i think i crying while sleeping but my dream not sad... very exciting de :D i super sian lah.. and i super stubborn.. i still cant really forget anything sio.. must go oversea sia!!! must have my fun!! i wan go malaysia eat KFC!! WEDGES!! i wanna eat mac pizza!!! want to EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT!!! ARGHHH!! i onli know i love to eat now!!! super love to eat sia!! wont fat!! but its a just a way to get rid of someone who is in my head.. im gotcha get my head in the game!!! the game!!! i cannot lose the game.. its everything that i have :D and shit to say valentine is coming sooonnn.. its mean real trouble liao!!! confirm those memories will come back.. and i will definetly go to that place :D :D the place every time i will go :D heheehehehe!! i still love that place no matter is good memories or bad... i must go!! till now i still hope my first will go there.. no matter what the hope is forever there already.. cant delete.. but now i wan to delete something else sia!! arghhhH!! 2mr bbq dunno will i enjoy it or not.. i just wan to bbq bbq bbq!!! been seeing so many thick skin ppl!!!! haiyo dunno why their skin so thick!!!

2011-01-03T00:16:00.002+08:00

Haiz... feel very moody no matter what.. normally should be ok but dunno why i feel so moody sia... my mind really cant forget.. i want to forget!!!!!!!!!!!! i don wan ask liao i don wan try liao i dwdwdwdwdwdw!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant do it.. in super scared to go into bgr liao even i have someone i like.. zzz.. but i super super miss the that person :( :( i feel like talking to her anything that got to do with her :( and i jealous sia :( really jealous.... i dunno what to say liao.. having a headache think i will write 2mr

2010-12-30T03:55:00.003+08:00

There are so many thing i wanna say!!! and finally today i said some... really feel much better :D being wanted to say all those stuff for a very long time!!! but to other ppl also have some thing i wanna say to them.. now i just wanna focus on eat sleep play.. dont feel like working much already.. getting sick of it like seriously sick of it liao... I onli can say that this few day have been awesome fun lots of laughter and jokes :D but when working somehow i always think of stuff... zzz cant focus a lot sia..
I cant wait for friday and sat... want to spend time with orange :D being having lots of fun with her lately :D but thing always have the other side... and i always get to know it.. ppl action bah?? make me curious in stuff :D im scared of something else onli :( zzz fear that i cannot do it well :( esp at this kind of timing.. think i really nid someone to be by my side... im sure im going to fall sooner or later.. super sick of it already... haiz.. just hope nothing will go wrong :D

2010-12-26T18:56:00.002+08:00

13m 50s Ivanzx(ASSASSIN) sunk the Crystal Caverns Outpost for 10 warpoints!
28m 48s Ivanzx(ASSASSIN) sunk the Crystal Caverns Outpost for 10 warpoints!
35m 24s Ivanzx(ASSASSIN) sunk the Crystal Caverns Outpost for 10 warpoints!
36m 45s Ivanzx(ASSASSIN) sunk the Crystal Caverns Outpost for 10 warpoints!
41m 59s Ivanzx(ASSASSIN) sunk the Crystal Caverns Outpost for 10 warpoints!
48m 6s Ivanzx(ASSASSIN) sunk the Crystal Caverns Outpost for 10 warpoints!
51m 4s Ivanzx(ASSASSIN) sunk the Crystal Caverns Outpost for 10 warpoints!
1hr 3m Ivanzx(ASSASSIN) sunk the Crystal Caverns Outpost for 10 warpoints!
1hr 5m Ivanzx(ASSASSIN) sunk the Crystal Caverns Outpost for 10 warpoints!

Thats 90 point !!! :D
yeah i love today.. make my day better and better :D hehe.. super rampage in the outpost.. :D

Dunno why ah!!! urgghhhhh!!! cant do it at all.. i onli can say the way i want but my body dont.. zzzz.. been really thinking of it lately ... everywhere i go i think of it... i work i think.. i sleep i think.... i dreaming also have!!! its totally in my head already.. dunno how to get it off my head.. im just glad that my mood not so bad.. get to meet ppl on the way to work.. and i have to thx this frnd :D she pei me go work,talk to me, advice me.. serious thx to this frnd :D :D she was going orchard and saw me.. then she pei me go harbourfront :D i love this kind of frnd luh.. that make me feel better a lot.. hehehehe.. but soon its back LOL! but much better when i think of it... feel so pathetic lol... haiz... dunno whether i can or not... zzzz.. so long already :( everyone like seriously wan me to try.. haiz.. but worse is i feel more and more ppl is ****** me.. Yesterday working.. diao someone ask me if that person like u how?? i dunno what to say.. shit lol i think i be a jerk better luh don wan to be mr nice guy liao. keep got this kind of thing...

* want to say a lot of thing to you like nvr ending :D

2010-12-23T18:47:00.002+08:00

Today is the day to drink!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its been long.. guess i will smoke also :D hehehehehehe.. yesterday was a super weird day.. i saw A LOT of my frnd.. i was thinking how come i saw so many of them today!!!!!!!!!!!!!! talk to most of them... quite happy to see them!! make my mood more and more good.. its like one group and one group. and the happy increase like +1 +1 +1 +1. but when i work today.. feel like crying :( dunno why tears like wan to drop then i control not to cry in front of patron and customer.. went to toilet to cry :( :( i also dunno why i cry :( i feel super sad :( :( just try to smile to everyone who i see. some ppl who are not close with u may know u well more.. indeed i believe this.. cause those who really not close with me know me a lot more than the one close to me... kinda disappointed when ppl still don understand what i can do... LOOK DOWN ON ME??? pathetic sia... i act to be noob sometime to see how proud a person can be.. i can do all sort of thing u dunno when i am acting when im not... its the onli way to know who is ur real frnd :D indeed those on my list was expected to be there.. they were :D i feel great that one of my frnd help me on this.. just a sentence can make a big difference.. and one thing for sure i can still tell everyone.. im different don treat me as the others... my history can prove it all.. till now history is in my heart.. no one will know except the *1* :D if im lousy at lying there is no one else who know how to lie anymore :D

2010-12-22T08:01:00.002+08:00

Hmmm when lives changes ppl change too.. can be nice to u today but tomorrow attitude u.. frndship from what i see ppl are taking it seriously for granted.. when one day u lose a real good frnd.. u will be crying hard.. maybe u will have other good frnds as well.. but in ur heart ask urself do i really really treat this frndship for granted??? For me i treat frndship more important than my relationship.... i don abandon my frnd becoz i got a girlfrnd.. sorry i wont do that ever.. i will do the other way round.. cause if u want to be with me... u have to accept my frnd.. my frnd can be childish,retard,stupid,idiot,crazy... but when they are serious of doing thing.. u will find them a *rare frnd* i cant really say how i meet my frnd.. how we become frnd.. and u wanna bet on something.. i have more adult frnd than anyone in this world that i know him/her as my frnd... i meet this kind of ppl in the public, in the mrt, in the bus.. our frndship starts there... till now it nvr end.. cause i cherish my frnd real good..i always think of my frnd before i think of myself... even in the end they did not appreciate but u know what?? u know that in ur heart, u did ur part as a frnd... im always the one doing that... other ppl see me do that,they will be like why u do that??? that person wont even care... i say at least i did my best :) im not close to anyone in my family, u dont even know my history, its shocking.. and its better not to know... cause i onli wan one person to know :D u see me smiling,laughing and joking... but u all dunno the behind the scene :P my life is worthless becoz of frnds im still here... i have to thanks my frnds. they give me the strength that i really nid.. if not few year back u will be attending to my funeral!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!! im serious. aboout relationship... who dont wan to have one??? i also want to have one.. but not now.. its nvr the right moment. i also love to have someone by my side that i can lean on.. someone i can really share things with.. someone who know my joke.. someone who know what im thinking. someone who will accompany me to a place which i been searching for!!!!!!!!!! someone i can really hug all the time.. someone who is willing to watch basketball with me even if she dont like.. im not a sweet person but im a caring person... i care :D i really do care!!!

2010-12-18T06:31:00.002+08:00

Hihi!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D I GOT A LOT OF THINGS I WANNA SAY!!!! WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...

I start with thiss!!! hmmmm i know im helpful but seriously don take it for granted cause i will make u regret for what u have done.. and i don care whether u say sorry or not.. just fuck off and go and die!!! :P

Next why must ppl stun when i say my age is 17!!!!!???? is that huh?? or HUH?? omg!!! seriously i don like it at all when i say my age is 17!!!! WHATS WRONG BEING 17?? I DON UNDERSTAND AT ALL!!!! haiz!!! maybe because im not childish like u all :P WAHAHAHA!! but i love being childish that when u get the laughter and mKE CHILDISH friends :D ahahahah

DAMN I LOST THE TOURNAMENT!!!! sian.. now my clan aiming for the 3rd place.. but to me it was super awesome effort that we have come this far.. we just thought of going to the quarter final!!!! but IM THINKING OF CHAMPION!!! i love to win seriously... if i got interest in anything i will do my best and win it!!

I WATCH HELLO STRANGER ALREADY!! IS A SUPER SUPER NICE NICE SHOW.. I CRY INSIDE LAH SIA!!! DUNNO WHY U CRY!! ARGHHH !!! JUST NOW ALSO FEEL LIKE CRYING SIA!!! WTF!!! IM SO GOING TO WATCH THAT SHOW AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!

2010-12-13T23:25:00.002+08:00

hmmm so far so good... but still i don feel good at all.. im just trying to do my best not to show it out... i dunno what to do :( feel its someone else... maybe it is.. if it is i should just go with my life and stay out of that life. hmmm but when come to another thing.. i must do it. like what my frnd say.. if u go there is onli one person left who can do that.. immediately i change my mind :D abit too fast but it make sense... but for now i don wan to do anything.. and i feel like avoiding... i feel so extra LOL! hmmmm.. 2mr im going to miss the tournament!!! ddamn sian!!! SHIT LAH SIA!! but lucky today we won already!! WE IN QUARTER FINAL!!! 3 more rounds!!! I WANT THE MEDAL SERIOUSLY!! been seeing ppl last year who went to suntec for the tournament!! the developer was singaporean!!! ho yeah!!! i nid a lot of ochos now!!

2010-12-11T16:03:00.002+08:00

Should i be happy or sad??? i dunno whether i doing the right thing or not.. i hope its the right thing. i don feel right... im scared :( :( my fear!!! im confused!!! i dunno what to do!!! for that moment.. I HATE MYSELF!!!! why i so extra sia.. haiz.. tournament is coming on sunday and monday.. AND IM OFF!! im so going to participate in the tournament!!! WISH ME LUCKK :D :D

2010-12-09T12:24:00.003+08:00

there nothing in this world that is perfect... im not perfect.. so does everyone. im super stubborn in things. i don care who the fuck are u. don make your decision for me.. i make my own.. i nid some stuff right now... november is over.. but it still feel like november. oh well

2010-12-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c2_Dv8LgQFY&feature=player_embedded#!

2010-12-07T23:19:00.007+08:00

My day just get better and better :D :D im enjoying myself this few day.. yesterday was fun as well.. get to see my classmate and go play!! :D wohooo :D

I start with today first

Dota early in the morning, after that still dota.. after dota war for a while.. no much result in the morning lol.. haha.. after night war.. today first day of bs tournament!! super awesome.. fair and square :D

AND i got the first one :D wohooo so shiok :P
Ivanzx(A S S A S S I N) sunk the SH Fort in the tournament!
Normal rezz i got one!!

giphin(A S S A S S I N) sunk the DKG Fort for 1000 points!
SteveOO(A S S A S S I N) sunk the MPC Fort for 100 points!
Ivanzx(A S S A S S I N) sunk the NiCE! Fort for 100 points!

HAHAHA!!

Yesterday stuff :D

Went to woodlands for buffet!!! SEOUL GARDEN!! quite sick of it already.. HAHAHA.. pretty fun.. we talk about loads of stuff :D after that we went for bowling... i sucks big time... thx to my hand injuries.. cant really play bowling anymore.. HAHAHAH!! see how bah!! i still wanna play it though :D after bowling actually wanted to play lazer game.... but then 10 min onli like so short.. so we plan to go for movie.. we went to jurong point lol!!! GV :D watch confession .. i watch already told them not nice.. all nvm lah!! then i don care lol... after movie all fuck up.. HAHAHA!! i say told u all don watch liao.. rather watch hello stranger :D :D i wanna watch it like seriously!! nice comedy and love show. rating confirm very high de.. trust me although its a thai show.. :D that ALL! anw!! do u believe in love in first sight?? cause i do :D :D :D

2010-12-03T12:55:00.002+08:00

My day started with work... and the 1st person that i saw ah already spoil my mood..!! ARGHHH!!! cant u just shut up and stop asking... im glad i nvr answer ur call sia!!! i didnt know it was u all i know i told myself not to answer that call!!! AND I WAS SUPER HAPPY THAT I NVR ANSWER THAT DAMN CALL!! and u will be like so purposely to ask me to take over ur shift.. and i will ask why.. and u will keep saying and give me that face!!! HAHAHAHA!! nvr expect this to happen right?? U SUCKS OK!! :P hehehe work was totally off the hook man!! super fun!! HAHA!!! did a lot of crazy things with a crazy person!!! we laugh like idiot LOL!! but it was super funny!!! NO MONEY HOR!!! HAHAHA!!! line of the day!! :D going to find my lecturer later now going i think i dunno!!! HAHAHA!!

My compliment voucher
its my starting!!

2010-12-01T12:38:00.002+08:00

Im learning!!!

Sakki made no ame wa mou agatte
Asufaluto tadayou machi no nioi
Nee socchi mo mou hareteru yo ne
Nishi kara kaifuku surutte
Asa wa negate na kimi dakara nee
Mainichi chanto okirareteru kai?
Sonna koto imada ni shinpai shiteru yo

Hirogaru sora wa sou jiyuu de
Nani mo kawattenai keredo
Tonari ni ima wa tada tada kimi ga inai dake

Koe wo kikasete
Sunao ni nareba kitto
Wakari aeru hazu sa
Kokoro wo hiraite
Koe wo kikasete
Aruitekita michi wa bokutachi ni totte kitto
Taisetsu na STEP sa sono mirai e no

Kimi to hajimete deatta no wa sou
Choudo ima kurai no kisetsu datta ne
Raito appu shita machinami ga
Kirei ni kagayaiteita
Nakimushi na kimi wa are kara yoku
Boku no kata ni odeko wo nokkete
Naiteta ne sono nukumori ni
Mushou ni furetaku naru

Hito wa dare demo sorezore ni nayami wo kakaete ikiru
Koware souna kokoro wo hisshi ni dakishimete

Koe wo kikasete
Yasashiku nareba motto
Aishiaeru hazu sa
Me wo sora sanai de
Koe wo kikasete
Karami tsuku fuan mo sabishisa mo koete yukou
Ima no kono kimochi ga kizuna ni naru

Yeah, Since you went away hasnt been the same
In my heart all i got is pain
Could it be that i play the game
To loose you, i cant maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life
Realize in the night while love shines bright
Cant let you go we were meant for forever baby let me know

Days passed without you cant forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing your touch
Nights get longer and its hard to clutch
Were apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl, youre my world
In time my love unfurls
Till then wait for you girl

Koe wo kikasete
Sunao ni nareba kitto
Wakari aeru hazu sa
Kokoro wo hiraite
Koe wo kikasete
Aruitekita michi wa bokutachi ni totte kitto
Taisetsu na STEP sa sono mirai e no

I don like u at all :D :D :D so wait long long
even u the last girl i also wont like de ok
and stop using that pity voice when talking to me sia
u are so damn pathetic
everytime i see u
i don even wanna talk to u
i just go past u everytime
and guess what GO AND DIE OK!

I watch due date yesterday!!! awesome nice show!!! cool things man!! manage to watch with a gv staff and his wife.. haha :D cool man nvr expect!!! so i was not lonely that time :D how frnd treat frnd is not for me or u to say.. onli other ppl can say.. cause they are real one who see how u treat ur frnd.. i get it like the second week i start work.. why ppl cant get it.. seriously use ur brain to think. hmmmmm.. working was fun :D box box box!! hehehehe... i still love it with or without. so many trainee!!! all i disturb onli!! HAHAHAHA!! i go block the seat!!! DAMN FUN LOL!!! and i got my stuff from GV!! :D :D although its just $20 i feel that is the beginning :D cause i know myself what i can do if i really want to do :D

To the idiot!!!!!
Don anyhow say ok... i don even like her ok... stop asking ok!!! im hating u now!!! if u jealous just say.. i don be frnd with her onli ok!! i try to stay away... JUST OPEN UR MOUTH!!! U GUY OR GURL??? HUH?? we just talk while working. is that wrong??? is not ok! IM HATING U SERIOUSLY!!! hmmm like WTF OK!!! those who read this maybe think is peiqi but no... is another person ok... is just human brains that is doing the work!! i don care how ppl think.. i onli care how i think :D that all.. and be mature can?? think before u talk.. don always just talk onli. im sick of this kind of stuff.. i love being single ok :D with no one in my world.. i can do what i wan..

2010-11-30T09:28:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was having a real damn bad mood... don even feel like going home.. i just sit down at the mrt station for so long... just thinking of nothing just feel like sitting at there.. finally i move LOL! reach home liao more sian.... dunno why i must have this kind of rubbish thing in my world... fuck off man!!!! i don have a mum like u ok! i don have bro like them ok! i don even feel existing in this family.. i don feel that u r my mum also!! SERIOUSLY!! ok !!!!!!!! hmmm starting of work was ok then slowly i don like it. can don say or not??? age doesnt mattter.. but still i don wan... i no guts.. happy??? i got nothing but fear to bgr... dunno what to do... i just let it flow ok..

2010-11-26T09:54:00.002+08:00

Bullet point today!!! no time going to work soon..

:Work was very fun with lots of joke
:Watched movie with eva!! cocession! got my nachos!! :D :D :D
:Someone was jealous about something and ask me
:On my way there was this girl keep leaning on me.. and it was crowded i cant even move myself away.. and that girl say thank u somemore!! ARGHHH!!!
: last but not least GO AND DIE!!!!

2010-11-23T17:30:00.002+08:00

Something is missing in my life... hmmm im going to search for it.. maybe its not what i really wanted... but i need it. i always learn something everyday.. i make my own decision.. i don care who the fuck u r.. u have totally no rights to tell me to change my decision.. esp when its u who keep irritate me.. i still have one month to go in gv.. all i can do now is to enjoy while i still can.. yesterday working was awesome.. i really enjoyed it!! everytime i may smile to ppl but in me.. its always a sad face :( i want to start anew.. cant i??? i really want to do that.. please give me a chance :D i want to be myself :D that all! yes came home i watch hsm all of them.. i keep crying sia.. damn.. i love it too much :D HSM!!!! :D :D :D its also like my hai pai tian xing.. the obstacle!!!

2010-11-21T15:48:00.002+08:00

Seriously i nid help.. this is the first time ever since ... left. omg nvr felt this for a long long long time.... but i dunno what to do :( :( im trying my best... i even mistook someelse :( shit lol.. sian sian sian sian!!!! arghhhhh!!! im just so ******* LOL!!! dunno why i even have to think? don care le lah!!! ARGHHH!! haiz.. idiots just always spoil my mood early in the morning.. wth!!! im so tired and message me early in the morning??? u think i got mood to answer??? NO MAN!! when u busy i always try to help u.. then why u keep irritate me sia.. i don like u noe.. seriously.. big time even the world left u as a women i won like u de.. idiot.. u think u pretty = ppl will like u.. come on!! i look into personality ok!!! NOT UR FACE NOT UR BODY!!! other ppl say that to you does not mean its mean everyone will say that to u... zi yi wei shi!!! u r just so pathetic now when i see u... don even feel like talking to u...

2010-11-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

My day just got better just because of a sentence.. i cant believe that, that the person will say!! omg!!! im so damn happy but scared... i don have the guts to try anymore.. that sentence make me smile entirely of my work hours :D :D :D i dunno what to do now.. that person just hope me to get it :D but i don dare :( i don wanna disappoint that person... my good frnd :D hmmm i onli can say i will try my best if i can... my day start damn worse.. kenna bruises.. thx to candybar ARGHHH!!! damn fed up lah.. hate candybar forvere already.. kono more nice lol... haha..

2010-11-17T17:59:00.002+08:00

Ok yesterday was super fun :D thx to orange and the rest... but some other ppl just spoil it.. idiots... arrghhh!!! i not happy for their action.. even those message just spoil my mood.. i just have to let it go.. haiz.. i just ps them today was going to watch show in the morning but i did not go. what for i go?? listen to you shitting and act like one good person?? no way man.. u totally run out of the limit!! im so damn disappointed sia!!! haiz.. regret treating u so good.. and this is what i get?? with ur irritating words and inmature lines!!! u should be 12 years old man!! i don wan to scold u i just hope u can cganhe for the better and do something great in the future rather than now.. u r just so arrogant..

yesterday was awesome... hehe.. went out with orange and the rest.. enjoyable was the word :D eat KFC with orange afterwards sign in for megamind.. it was a nice show but its like i watch already lol! haha!! onli the last part i like omg so boring.. hahas.. i haven watch red sia!!! and unstoppable. i want to watch it asap :D :D hehehe.. went to find my frnd afterward went to his house and play stuff.. super fun and we all at there talk rubbish!! but it was fun!! super enjoyable.. overnight at their house and train home in the morning.... and im going to do something silly.. im not going to sleep for 1 week.. for my foolishness!!! HAIZ!! thx sister for the message it just make me smile.. i know im a great bro!! HAHAAHAHAAHAHA!!! i want to meet u asap :D i miss TA!!! the fun that we had is being missed so much.. esp teasing that idiot auntie!! :P :P :P im quite surprise for some ppl stuff.. kind of weird though but just go with the flow :D

2010-11-15T11:43:00.002+08:00

I went to 10th floor.. i look down... i was not scared.. i dunno what the fuck am i doing on 10th floor.... i sat down.. i ask myself how many time have i convince ppl not to be sad or other negative feelings... my hand was not enough to count so i use my leg as well.. i continue counting.. leg was not enough too... i could not think of what else can i use.. i still wanna know how many time... tears just keep coming out when i think.. and i know the answer.. its countless. i just keep on crying and crying... i think of those timee when i always told ppl not to cry be strong.. i just feel like ending my life.. think of fews years back when she left me... haiz... i think of my frnds :D they would not be happy if i was gone maybe some will be?? i think of the fun times that i had with my frnds.. i told myself im happy everytime with my frnds.. i ask myself when will i really had someone by my side... A voice just came in.. u will :D i said thanks but i wish that person was right now with me :D that voice say awwww no worries. i turn behind, ok i was not so shock at all that there was no one at all :D i don wan to dissapoint anyone. i went to somewhere before i went home..

I GOT MY LAPPY :D :D :D :D

2010-11-15T10:49:00.003+08:00

Im seriously so happy that i got muy lappy already :D yeah!!!! so damn happy one lol!!! well i know my limit so i wont ask for more :D hehe!!! im satisfy with what i had now. i don really nid a girlfriend lol i just scared i will have that feeling.. i really don want to have that feeling.. im just really scared :( :( oh well... i just move on with my life. all those idiots really cant mature a little bit more??? HAIZ!!! so dissapointed lol.. have high hopes on you. how dissapointed it is to see you like that.. epic fail sia.... hehe.. went to bishan to get my lappy got vaio!!! wa lao... NO BLUE!!! SHIT SIA!!! have to get black instead... i miss having blue stuff by my side... it just make me so happy to see blue... i like sky blue most!!! sky blue is like a calm colour that will peace your mind :D :D :D hehehe.. just love it lah!!! :P tuesday seems to be my birthday but to me my birthday is just a normal.. is just special cause ppl remember onli... that nothing more special to it.. and that familiar feeling is getting strong.. and i found a reason why she would be back already. i dunno should i hope to see her or not to see her.. haiz... kind of sucks now... i dunno what to do im so so so confuse lol.. im trying my best not to care anything but i cant.. its me :D :D :D

I miss u :S

My lappy :D :D :D

2010-11-12T14:23:00.002+08:00

I dunno whether should i be happy or sad for that familiar feeling... hmmm.. i don wan everybody to know me well.. i just wan those who i want them to know me well :D hehehe!! i don understand!!!!! :D this song is going to accompany for now :D i really miss in rls.. but i cant :( just cant ): its unfair to the rest lol... haiz.... don wanna think so much now at least i still can what i wan not forcing myself to do thing that i don wan to do.. and some ppl are just pathetic they don even know what happen lols... i even test u guys lols.. haha.. nvr expect??? epic fail lah u guys is just dissapointing to see ppl like cant get what they wan.. u guys are not simple i know that.. but im not simple also >.< u don even know what i know about u and u like know me not even a single thing...all u can do is assumption!!! pathetic fools if my frnd were to know this ah i cant help u lah... nasty thing just come out and they will make u speechless cause they know also.. they not dumb.. don ever look down on ppl oK!!!! it will be disappointing to see ur pathetic cause u deserve that.. don even know who is ur real frnd!!!!! HAIZ!!! BLIND BY LOVE :D nothing to say.. love midnight chat!!! with orange.. super awesome lah!!! just love it love it :D :D :D :D become a need already lol.. one day nvr chat ah damn sian de lols.. hahaahaahaha!!! hope to get my lappy soon!!! YEAH!! and i will be working morning after that but will work night if orange is working at night :D :D hahahahaha!!! So happy although some stupid stuff happen.. nvr let myself bring down myself.. :D :D :D :D THX EVERYONE :D :D

2010-11-11T14:53:00.002+08:00

Expected a sorry at least from you.. haiz not even a sorry.. i scared it will be awkward later when we see each other maybe will not see each other bah.. maybe its better :D :D yesterday watching movies was ok :D paranormal OMG!! DAMN NICE!!! I WANNA WATCH IT ONE MORE TIME MAYBE MORE THAN THAT!! Watching movie alone is quite boring.. haiz... nvm... maybe its my fault i also don wan to blame it on u... maybe i really care for u :D :D but don feel like caring for ppl... ppl like take it for granted after all.. haiz... yes still doing well in my clan.. got 1 fort sink today.. damn nice de... 8 more to go!!! YEAH MAN!!! i must jiayou a lot sia!!! need ochos!!!! DANG!!! waiting for promotion maybe i should save some money first.. HEHEHE!!! attachment is going to end soon!! cant wait to see my frnds!!! talkcock with them was the most fun.. all are idiots :P damn funny!!! WAHAHAHA!!!

2010-11-10T10:09:00.001+08:00

Big time argument yesterday with someone... everything changes... not so surprise though :P knew she was that kind of person.. hahahaha!! its just me.. just have really too much confidence.. and if i would go for rls i would chose her rather than u.. trying to act pity is no use.. u are just pathetic to me always!!!! pretty so what?? cute so what??? i care about personality more... ur personailty is just so fake that make me laugh for 10mins.. im just getting sick of seeing ur face already... u don deserve anything from me.. so just get lost... by saying a bye that person thought i was angry... OMG!!! since when i will angry sia??? HAHAHA!! u don even know me well and u act like u know me well.. don step sia... ur acting does not convince me at all... and since when i know.. from ur message!!! i can feel what type of person are u... u already leak ur fox when the third message come.. so stupid!!!! u just dunno anything... while i know everything :P :P :P hehehe.. that just spoil my day but i making a comeback.. why should have my day like that.. it was suppose to be a happy day.. no matter what i will still be happy.... ITS JUST ME!!!

Feel that my life is not wasted at all :D

2010-11-09T08:39:00.002+08:00

Im so tired that i slept at 2+ and i wake up at 7+ i was like shit how come i cannot sleep longer like last time. i guess i have kick my habit so happy about it!!! but im seriously tired and i cant fall asleep at all!!! Omg!!! yesterday was ok finish closing quite fast!!! cause i was like the one doing almost of them.. freaking tired.. HAHAHAHA!!! im so blur now omg write wrong schedule for orange.. damn my eyes... arghhhhh!!! HAHA!! i got a letter from gv.. actually i also dunno what it talking lol.. like shit stuff sia.. who care :P yeah 2mr going out with miss sotong!!! HAHA!! SHE DAMN DAMN DAMN FUNNY!!!!! ulimate funny!!!!! esp the text she text me...!!!! HAHA!!! MAKE ME LAUGH ALL THE WAY!!!!! texting with orange and sotong always make me smile and laugh!!! WAHAHA!! THX BOTH OF THEM :D :D :D love the chat always with orange!!! HAHA!! Wtih laughter,peace and joy!!!! YEA JUST LOVE IT ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ chatting midnight like one of my hobbies already!!! HEHEHE!!! who say u nid bf/gf to stay happy??? maybe they are the one who make u feel worse after all rather than be by ur side... :P frnds are still the best to me :D :D :D

HAHAHAHA!!!

2010-11-08T13:49:00.002+08:00

im getting sick and its reaching my birthday!!!! haha!!! expected.. :P haha.. everytime same thing just get use to it lol!!! :P damn shock to see something.. OMG!!! ******* sia!!! :D : D :D hahahaha!! so tired lah!!! damn damn damn damn damn tired tired tired tired tired tired!!! hahahaha!! dunno will get my lappy or not.. :( i wan my laptop!!! I waited so long already i really want it its like my freedom lol!!! HAHA!!! joke onli :P cheer up orange!!! ALL ur frnd here for u!!!! APPLE ALSO :D :D haha!! so much thing has happen recently lol.. haiz.. not even orange... even sotong... fate!!! oh not going out on tuesday le sotong got something on.. change to wednesday!!! HAHAHA!! YEAH STILL CAN!!! :D today working sia i dunno what time.. i just go random :P don get why some ppl thinking are like that.. can mature or not???? go watch grown up lah and be one grown up.. always act like a small child.. idiots!!!!! HAHAHA!! chatting online was awesome so does chatting on the phone.. haha!! MY THIS MONTH PHONE BILL!!!! OMG!! DIE CONFIRM!!!! :P don care.. i got $$$ :P

2010-11-06T14:56:00.002+08:00

damn sucks yesterday that feeling... arghhh!!!! damn angry!!!! and i did something for the first time i run and hide from her... omg... sucks!!!! for the first time i run away!!! haizzz... mood damn bad liao.. reached workplace.. damn sian.. see other ppl face.. nothing to say.. went up to work le.. heng sotong talk to me feel so so so so much better lah.. i ignore the rest for a while lol.. but dunno why cannot ignore that sotong... maybe she too nice le :P don bear to ignore her lol.. laughter and smile all came out :D :D :D and i was happy again!!! tuesday going out with sotong!!!! yeah!!! SO HAPPY!!! gonna be fun.. wahahaha... hmmm maybe the real person he is unhappy with is me not u lol.. he just trying to show it in another way he know that i know it.. and i also know that he know that i know it.. WAHAHAHA :P trying my real real best to be everyone good frnd.. seems so hard.. try to cheer ppl up.. but sometimes i just dunno what to say.. i scared i make it worse so sometime i just keep quiet its much more better than saying the wrong thing... but for now life still have to go on no matter what lol.. just want to stay happy for long :D i also hope all my frnd to be happy :D :D..

2010-11-04T14:14:00.002+08:00

WOHOOOOOOO!!!! happy day for me :D :D :D but yesterday kinda suck abit lol.. just for a while though.. was right was frnd kenna :( damn sian lah... other was fine except orange... DAMN HATE THAT FEELING LOL!!! DUNNO WHAT TO DO ALSO!!! ARGHHHHHH!! haahaha!! damn hate it.. hehe.. cant wait for tuesday :D :D :D hope to have fun.. yea yea yea!!! hmmmmm somehow feel that the person is very angry with me... that why for the change maybe i should do something about it.. haiz..

2010-11-02T14:59:00.002+08:00

OH YAH!!! HAVE BEEN LiSTENING TO THIS TWO SONG!!! OMG!!! LOVE A LOT SIA :D :D :D love very part of this video like so style!!!!! so different from others :D : D BB!!!

KOREAN DREAM!!! YEAH!!!

HEARTBREAKER!!! CUTE SIA :p :p

Happiness in in ur hand!!!!!!!

2010-11-02T14:39:00.002+08:00

Im going to write a lot!!!!!!! wahahahaha!!!! yesterday working was fun although its quite bored... even the breifing was fun too :D :D im damn happy<3<3<3 yeah im going to get a laptop soon :D :D well prepared for everything already :D FINALLY!!! WAHAHAHAHA (EVIL ME) HOPE TO GET IT ASAP!!!! WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesterday chat bought me a lot of laughter and smile :D :D :D wahaha nvr thought i will be close to orange... its like i know her for a very long time but is not.. less than 1 year LOL!!! HAHAHAHA!! ORANGE ORANGE ORANGE :D :D :D last time we not so close de like don even talk much lol... ever since going back to gv we became close.. and im so happy about it.. having fun with her jokes with her play with her!!!!!!! everything is just awesome!!!! WAHAHA!!! got to agreed that fate let us be like that :D damn happy to have her as my good frnd :D :D :D like very rare friend to me... will cherish this frndship a lot!!!!!!! sharing problems with frnd esp when u nid ur frnd :D maybe sometimes frnd should not share with me.. cause sometimes i know!!!! WAHAHA!!! time fly really fast when u have fun.. cherish those happy time with whoever it is... also must rmb!!!!!!!! ppl always forget stuff de!!! :P :P lets see how fate is deciding.. wahaha... hope friday or sat working with orange :D confirm fun de!!!!

work work work

2010-11-01T15:31:00.002+08:00

today am working.. haha.. candybar again... hehehehehe nvr mind.. at least tomorrow got box!!!! YEAH!!! love box a lot :D :D :D don like to sell food lol... damn boring de... wahahaha... dunno what to do now sia... damn *******!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! hope it get better.. hope ******* sia!!! WAHAHAHA!! SO EVIL OF ME>>>>>>>>>>>> don care lol.. just know that i deserve much better than that :D :D :D YEAH IM GETTING A LAPTOP SOONNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! DAMN HAPPY SIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that all i nid lol.. don ask for more liao.. got a phone,laptop and psp is enough.. know ur limit!!! damn happy!!! wahaha.. yesterday have a not awesome chat liao... ITS SUPER AWESOME!!!!!!!! all the laughter and smile :D came from there.. hehehehe.. yeah!!

happy :D :D :D

2010-10-31T11:41:00.002+08:00

Really had fun day working yesterday... feel like its so short time working yesterday... when ppl ask tell me something about u, i felt jealous lol... thinking that why was i not that person rather than him... LOL!!! actually not him also another person.. wahahaha... being nice to ppl around me.. show me that face. i got nothing to say lols... walk up yesterday and walao that feeling totally sucks man... sucks to the core lol.. i hate myself for that moment!!!!!!!! dunno why i really care so much about her lol.. when she ignore me i like moodless... she didnt even did what she normally will do.. nothing to say.. but just little time spend... saw my classmate haha!! was ready for someone else to come... did come when i reach home was waiting for me.. have a long chat lol... so glad have to have a frnd who willing to come at midnight to talk to u in person.. feel so bless :D :D :D wahahahahaha!!!! :D

2010-10-29T10:39:00.002+08:00

HAHA.. no working today... hmmm was that what i wanted??? i not sure lols... i forgot already... wahaha.. yeah had awesome chat with orange... its been long since having this awesome chat again... hahaha.. enjoying myself :D nvr regret going back to gv to work lols.. somehow. :P freaking boring.. warring everydays is fun lol... today haven get any fort sink man.. damn it... but got nice exp from defending damn shiok de lols... wahaha!!! maybe meeting hong soon later..

2010-10-28T09:13:00.003+08:00

Life still go on no matter what other ppl do to u.. ppl don appreicaite ur care but do u know.. u also do that too??? i bet u don... cause everyone of us is like that. we take it for granted... i just miss that person calling me names... haiz... its been so long and she was the first one :D and the onli one :P dreamt about her yst... cry in my dream lol... when i woke up tears drop :( eeeeekssss. when will i find my happiness without her.. i do.. i have frnds :D although not so good frnds... still i cherish every single of them.. just miss that feeling having her by my side :( :( but i still have to carry on my life.. yesterday chat was fun!!!!!! oh yea!!! IM SO HAPPY!! working with orange at kono... better than nothing :P maybe thats the last LOL :( see how it goes bah.. saturday seem long way... maybe smth will happen lol.. cant wait for saturday :D :D :D

2010-10-27T13:10:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA!!! i got my joke of the day :D :D
Boy:hey i like u
Girl:Huh?? ermmm.. u r not confessing right??
Boy:nope im just telling u...

HAHAHAHA!!!! MAKE ME LAUGH ONLI!!! :P damn funny sia.. better than ur fake damn laugh!!! haha!! finally yesterday i do BOX!!! LIKE FINALLY!!! keep giving me candybar lol... hate it liao lah.. last time no lol.. somemore yst mgr damn guai lan.. KNN!!! haha!! damn tired lah... so happy i am enjoying myself this few days.. maybe its just the starting or the worst haven come... must be prepare lol.. :P hehehehe

2010-10-26T11:56:00.002+08:00

freaking happy lah!! so many ppl miss me!!! haha!!! didnt know!! :P :P hahaahaahahah damn shiok lah... all want to talk to me but like A LOT SIA!! problem :D thinking of some stuff yesterday all the way almost go one more stop on purple line and red line!! damn lol... ru sheng sia!! went home lie on bed come on again... i thought of stuff.. even worse stuff lol... damn it sia.. DON LIKE IT!!! although somehow i wan it to happen :P work work work.. finally today BOX!!! wa piang leh!!

2010-10-25T12:17:00.002+08:00

Yeah want to thx my frnd for sharing their problems with me.. but A BIT TOO MUCH!!! a lot man now.. one by one coming lol.. so freaking tired to make my frnd calm down... eeeekkkkssssssss.. don like it :P haha!!! but im happy cause my frnd willing to share with me their problem :D :D :D although some of them i cant help.. i just try my best to console them.. freaking wan to work now... don wan to stay at home... hehe my game doing well.. got my 40Th Sunk... hehehehe 10 more to new achievement!!

2010-10-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

cherish what u have before its too late!!!! for everything u said... just rmb it. that all i have to say lol

2010-10-23T14:57:00.002+08:00

Not suprising at all for what happen on 23 oct... hahaahaha!! maybe its the time for changes.. and today is the days... so many thing has change.. i will looking foward to see those changes wor.. although some of them sucks... but i got my confidence.. some stuff won actually happen.. :P its ur luck and ur karma.. so good luck :D :D fate is the one who is doing this.. im not fate.. im destiny... i cant change anything of urs... unless u have the will.. but no ppl have lol.. today im working.. yeah.. haiz.. today so many ppl birthday wor... sotong birthday also!!! HAHA!! that sotong nvr bring charger wor... damn sotong sia!!! haha!! told u :P :P :P

2010-10-22T17:12:00.002+08:00

I still rmb :D :D the line was. i don grew in a normal family will be stronger than everyone.. damn happy to hear that!!!! i dunno why??? just feel happy to hear that :D thx that person!!!! hehe.. look over u wor :D :D :D haha!!

If im nothing to u so be it

2010-10-22T10:12:00.004+08:00

If im nothing to u so be it lols.. maybe u just don treat me as ur real frnd. just when u nid me u treat me good.. when u don nid me u just throw me away. im not ur tool ok! haiz... maybe i treat u too good liao.. im stopping to being good now...

LOL!! early in the morning got cb ppl message me Sia!! i wanna sleep everyday also same thing.. wa piang leh.. spoil my mood!!!! BUNCH OF FOOLS!!! when smth happen f it in ur face!!! don wan tell u anything.. idiots... dang today not working going to rot at home liao lol.. sian.. haha.. 2mr is sotong birthday wor... haven bought present for her..but don think i wanna buy :P :P and she also know stuff de lol.. hahas.. my new partner :D :D :D talented.. hahahaha :D but not complete like mine.. hahas... half of it.. NOT BAD SIA >.< no wonder no wonder :P :P :P haha.. i damn super tired.. and i have to wake up for war :D hehe.. love my new clan.. so easy to lvl and defending rocks :D

If im nothing to u so be it

2010-10-22T10:12:00.001+08:00

Another happy day :D :D :D

2010-10-21T16:02:00.003+08:00

I enjoy myself yesterday as well :D :D :D hehe.. just love it :P :P :P hahaahaha.. watch takers and the other guy with sotong and rave!!! haha!! all i don wan call their name :P shit lol some ppl sit in the house seat lol.. then we have to sit in the middle row.. damn sian sia.. but still ok lah still can see :D :D :D hahaha!!! just love it LOL!!! hahaha!! the other guys was the super nice nice nice show lol!!! haha!! although i watch already it still very nice.. hahas.. but shit i haven watch the child eye sia.. kind of slow lol.. sian i wan to watch asap!!! :P don care sia.. i want to watch!! 3D :D :D :D hahaha.. sotong sotong sotong :P :P :P IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT :P :P :P haha.. like sister sia :P :P :P hahaha! see how it goes bah.. hope to do that too :D :D :D hahaha!! oh yeah :D must enjoy myself :P don care other stuff liao.. haha!! i having loads of fun this few day. hope it nvr end lol.. haha!! kind of miss those stuff :P :P :P

FREAKING!!!

2010-10-20T09:48:00.002+08:00

Im very happy :D :D :D :D : D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D HAHAHAhAHAAHAHAHA!!! I REALLY HAS A AWESOME DAY YESTERDAY!! HAHAHA!! DAMN FUN DE LOL!!! :P :P :P :P HEHEHEHE

BUT NOW i damn tired.. hahahaa.. today going out again.. YEAH!! hehehe :D work was fun too :D kinda like tuesday as my day now :D back in sec sch tuesday was my day!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha!!

2010-10-19T09:20:00.002+08:00

mood change easily.. since u can do it i can also :D :P loser!!! haha!! this few day damn bored de lol at home.. nvr put me work make me at home nothing to do wor... hahas :D heng later i going out :D to work as well.. going watch movie with sotong and friends... hahaha.. damn shock sia i thought it was someone else.. until that idiot type sot de.. then i eh??? cannot be what.. onli that idiot scold!!!! STUPID SOTONG!! HAHA!!! SHE CANNOT SEE!!! :P sotong sotong sotong sotong sotong sotong sotong~~~ hahahahahahahaha!!!

2010-10-15T15:59:00.001+08:00

FOUND THIS FROM MY FRND BLOG!!!!

"Why do girls run from the guys who try to make us happy, and fight for the ones that make us cry?"

Somehow feel this sentence makes my days :D HAHA!! thx to my frnd :D

For every lies that u make. u r just going to suffer day by day. and the end will be last farewell! u will think by making that person stay. u wish u will be in with him/her in heaven for 24/7. every morning tgt watching sunset glow. And u u get is foolish love!

HAHAS :D nice???
I try to link everything together :D And i guess im thinking what they are thinking :D hehe... it was just a writing but im happy with it. Im typing what i like aint forcing myself not to type what i don wanna type. although my life sucks and i always lose to fate.. Im always being myself and no one else. u can change urself in days. i can change myself in secs :D i can be another person right away that u will nvr know. like what my manager said... if u know u did ur best u should be happy. cause u r doing the right thing!!! i did my job. for everytime i cry for a person. i will always ask why? why i cry? issit worth? hehe something is a yes but mostly no! i cant believe how far have i come. to live till this day see the changes im happy! i learn things everyday get to know more stuff everyday. :D i overcome my fears. i learn how to swim.. im not scared of heights now. i KNOW how to do science. i am who im now.. be it or not.

the decision lie with urself

2010-10-15T10:41:00.002+08:00

I believe what ever happen.. u r the one who will make the final decision.. if u were to make that decision.. I will respect ur decision.. but be4 that think twice be4 u make a decision. don be reckless.. like me.. u seems to be lost in jungle.. whatever food u find u go with it.. u r not being urself at all.. u r just being someone who u nvr want to. when i see u i haiz... fate lose to me this time... so its too late. everything is like i saw it happen already..

Yesterday working was nice.. after i came for work. went up to do floor.. i had a nice chat with one of the manager there.. hahaha :D it was awesome. i get to know more things about GV now... im happy :D working at GV was like another experience.. its so different.. the ppl there are much more mature. but the funny thing is they got something missing.. :P hahahaha.

IM HAPPY SIA!!!

2010-10-14T15:33:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I DUNNO WHY??? im very happy :D hehehehehehehehehe... just dunno why?? someone tell me why?? cause i also dunno sia :P haha!!! damn happy :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D yeah!!! YEAH!! YeAh!!!! maybe my effort did go through :P lets see how it goes.. and everything is like what they say!!! haha!! damn happy.. lucky me got meet them yst :D oh yeah :D

Super tired

2010-10-14T09:14:00.002+08:00

I am super tired... all i know is i did my my best as a frnd.. and i won step in again... ppl trying to take it for granted.. u think frnd are ur tools??? when u nid them u treat them well when u don nid them u throw them away??? i tell u is NO!!!! u r pathetic weak in my eye now... haiz spoil my mood..

yst working was fun.. i enjoy myself although i was not closing.. silent means nothing.. whatever u done and u said and what u going to say... its for me to know. does mean a ppl keep quiet mean that person know nothing.. like my working frnd victor.. hahas :D he know something also.. don treat other ppl as idiots.. cause they r not.. im very fuck up with the schdule.. i wanna work more they don wan to give me.. so next week im working less.. :P

cry :(

FUN DAY :D

2010-10-13T11:54:00.002+08:00

Went to watch devil today at vivo.. hahas.. talk to sotong!! hahas :D she still damn blur sia.. no cure.. bought something and went up to watch.. that show was ok to me its was not so nice.. the story was like not interesting nvr show how that person got kill.. sian.. hahas :D final destination is still the best... :P went to look for orange!!!! haha :D so happy to see her :P haha :D went to topman cause she wanna change her membership card.. funny!!! dw say :P went to eat mac :D yeah i love mac nowadays.. hahas :D she is damn funny lol!!! DW SAY :P hahahahaha!! went to mustafa centre!!! haha.. also funny!!!! dw say!!! :P reach mustafa omg i think of gail again :D hope she can come singapore soon :D dang lol cant find the perfume that i want ARGHHHHHH!!!! bought other things and orange bought somes thing too... went to city square mall!!! shhhhhhhh.... hahas :D orange to went to cotton on to buy her nerd spec :P cause she is is a idiot!!!! haha!! after that went to mac.. she wanna eat ice cream... damn slow sia the staff over that!!!!! like snail sia freaking slow.... then someone nvr finish again nid me to finish.. damn funny lah her... then went home :D :D :D really had fun with orange yesterday... really really really glad that she still can smile and laugh :D hahaha!!!

I can leave le without regrets :D maybe i should leave earlier... u liar!!! lie to me about everything.. i don wanna say onli.. whoever lie to me feel guilty man!!! idiots.. think u lie.. sorry no.. all u said was fake LOL!!!! say but nvr do!!! dissapointment... lucky it was before when i had fun :D :P

WHY GOOD PPL MUST SUFFER??

2010-10-12T15:33:00.002+08:00

i really don understand why good ppl must suffer man!!! shit that rule sia!!! haiz... don care lah!!! i don wanna be suffering.. haha :D hope orange is ok :D so many thing happen to her too... yst sad!!! damn nvr ear mac with her liao :( so she are alone lol... :( feel so bad sia... today im not working but i rather chose working :D hahas :D at home doing some boring stuff.. freak boring.. and yst was really a damn bad day... but i saw orange so im quite happy :D :P haha!! so many problem... regret going to china sia.. ever since that trip everything changes man.. everything.. late night chat was short yst.. :P cause something happen though and i went out... then i went to eat then came home.. and SHIT i forgot to bring my phone out.. really forgetful liao sia.. damn it!!!

Know ur limit!

2010-10-11T13:04:00.003+08:00

I know i will nvr be as great as that person... i wan to stop that thinking at this moment... i don wan anything unhappy :( i just wan to be happy... can i just get that.. its seems so hard.. maybe im losing this all.. maybe i should leave everything behind.. and do something :D haiz.... pathetic me!!! cant get anything that i really want... all i have is to wait. i don wan to have other feeling except happy... the rest to the bin..

im happy so i hope ppl are around me are happy too

2010-10-11T09:21:00.002+08:00

Im very happy!! i want ppl around me to be happy too.. i want to share the joy... im not selfish!!! Hahas :D i cant believe im awake already just slept for 3 hours.. i had fun working today at kono with mr nachos!!! hahas :D afternoon also!!! working with sotong and eva.. hahas.. we bought nachos and cupcorn to eat.. see i so good de!!! don anyhow say!!! hahas :D xing zi du min!! i had a super awesome chat with orange till 5.30 i think.. and im awake liao!! OMG!!! new record.. hahas :D im meeting orange later to eat :D mac!! haha :D smth was calling me yst... and i know that what it wants... i get what that smth wan.. and im awake... its super fast!!!! i rmb what make orange laugh!!! althought its laughing at me.. i don mind.. i believe by making ppl around u happy... there will be more smiles always.. i don believe good ppl deserve to have sad things... but im different... all i handle are all sad stuff... but if i could make it happy.. i will be happy too.. i maybe strong infront of ppl but behind im weak espicially when sad thing happen... i can handle but im crying inside of my heart.. and the tear are warm.. is awfully pain.. the scar will all react... but always after u r sad... ASK URSELF issit worth to sad for the person/reason if its not... sad this hard and nvr to be sad again... if it is u can sad all u wan... and think again.. i got my charger.. its mean my phone is back.. which also mean bad... actually plan not to use the phone anymore.. but... zu ding de!!!

bad day yesterday

2010-10-09T21:39:00.002+08:00

all thx to a WORD!! i had a damn bad day.. didnt have any mood lol!!!! shit those thing thought it was over and here it come again... i spoil orange mood :( but we had our laughs!! can't rmb what we laugh but it was damn funny.. but today im in good mood won let anything spoil it!!!!!!!!! time fly fast when its fun and time go slow when sad things happen.. but everything happen for a reason!!! AND u don have to know it till i tell u!!! hahas :P i wan to buy things and i nid my charger :( BADLY!! I WAN TO DO THING WAN SIA!!!!! today i saw a nice drama!!! HAHA SWEET WAN!! ALSO SAD WAN!!! I LIKE SIA!!! :P but hi my sweetheart still the best!!! like what i always wanted!! NERD!! OH YEAH!!!

ITS HAPPY DAY!!

2010-10-08T09:52:00.002+08:00

ITS HAPPY DAY!!! i should not do much or think much today... i wan to be happy :D its FRIDAY!!! looking foward to work with orange!!! haiz... shit those stuff man!!!! spoil my mood!!! IDIOTS!!! i just want to have fun today... nth else let my thinking gone for one day can??? even just for hours also can :D... be4 the time is up i will do something.... hahas :D i join my new clan on bs.. omg today work so early!!!! 3.25 i have to go out at 2 man!! nvr mind... wish me luck on tuesday :D

2010-10-07T15:43:00.002+08:00

HAHA!!! I LIKE LATE NIGHT CHAT!!! FUN!!!! :D i dunno this time chat how long sia??? haha!!! but it was awesome and fun!!! sad also :( but no point being sad... waiting for 2mr!!!! working with orange but not closing haha!!! happy lah can work with lah.. we gonna do something fun 2mr!!! haha!! WATCH OUT!!! WHY WHAT??? today im doing floor 6.30 sia so late.. :( haix... 2mr box!!! bk queue!! looking foward man!!! sat is approaching :(.. should i or not.. i think not... i wan go buy thing sia.!!!!!! i wan watch devil sia!!! wa lao!!!!

IM FREE FROM TROUBLE!!!!!

2010-10-06T13:53:00.002+08:00

HAHA!!! IM FREE FROM TROUBLE!!!! I NVR EVEN THINK OF ANYTHING OR EVEN DO ANYTHING... SO HAPPY :D HAHA!!!! all i know is i want to smile everyday no matter what!!! and i don wan to be in r/s!!! so IM FREE like always!!! haha!! yesterday went work eh do floor... boring boring boring de lol... but it still fun somehow... cause got a cockster Jun rong there!!!! haha!! manager ask who is thee senior here i say jun rong!!! he say no lah!!! is IVAN!! then i .... ok... no its jun rong!!! he cockster sia!!! born to be one.. haha!!! EOS sit down go clear hall.. no 3D so very easy :D.. but very bored lah.. nth to do de lols.. haha!!! went home cab cab cab!!! reach home bath eat something... then online talk to orange!! HAHA!!! we talk for 5 hour sia!!! damn fun!!! she keep saying things so funny!!! haha!! we talk a lot.. we talk our life, our past, our current things... share problem!! haha!! wait for top movie we go watch together :D HAHAHA!!!

2010-10-05T15:40:00.002+08:00

yesterday i had a awesome fun day!!!!!!!!!!! i enjoy myself when working nvr regret at all!!!! haha!!! working with orange!!! haha!!! she ps me sia i at there serve patron!!! hahaas... then i got compliment sia!!!!! so shiok haha!!! HAPPY SIA!!! 1st time and 1st day of attachment!!! POWER!!! haha... i did not do box closing hahas!!! orange do alone cause she say she wanna do alone!! so i say ok :D no lah.. i help her count 34 cmm onli!!! thx to the stupid glass door!!! then briefing hahas.. yah the patron who compliment me is fucking funny idiot!!!!!!! haha!!! he keep say i love u LOL!!! damn funny... cause there is show i love u phillip morres and i love u too... damn funny.. go home.. orange not going to work so much le :( hahas.. went home saw loads of sec sch friends sia!!! on the train!!! power!!! reach home bath online using psp... talk to orange for very long hours... hahas.. cannot say... but hope she ok lah.. she not eating,sleeping sia... worry sia... nvr see her like that be4... haiz... but in total AWESOME MONDAY!! :D

2010-09-27T14:58:00.001+08:00

no sch= nvr see you :(
waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting....
wanna go work better..

Chuang wai de tian qi
Jiu xiang shi ni duo bian de biao qing
Xia yu le yu pei wo ku qi
Kan bu qing wo ye bu xiang kan qing

Li kai ni wo an jing de chou li
Bu ren jie xiao de ju qing
Wo de lei liu zai xin li
Xue hui fang qi

Ting yu de sheng yin yi di di qing xin
Ni de hu xi xiang yu di shen ru wo de ai li
Zhen xi wang yu neng xia bu ting

Rang xiang nian ji xu rang ai bian tou ming
Wo ai shang gei wo yong qi de
Rainie love

Chuang wai de yu di yi di di lei ji
Wu nei de shi qi xiang chu cun ai ni de ji yi
Zhen xi wang yu neng xia bu ting

Yu ai de mi mi neng yi zhi yan xu
Wo xiang xin wo jiang hui kan dao
Cai hong de mei li

Leng leng de kong qi
Hen zhi xi wo wu fa hu xi
Yi wan ke yu di de ju li
Hen che di rang ai xiao shi wu xi

Li kai ni wo an jing de chou li
Bu ren jie xiao de ju qing
Wo de lei liu zai xin li
Xue hui fang qi

Ting yu de sheng yin yi di di qing xin
Ni de hu xi xiang yu di shen ru wo de ai li
Zhen xi wang yu neng xia bu ting

Rang xiang nian ji xu rang ai bian tou ming
Wo ai shang gei wo yong qi de
Rainie love

Chuang wai de yu di yi di di lei ji
Wu nei de shi qi xiang chu cun ai ni de ji yi
Zhen xi wang yu neng xia bu ting

Yu ai de mi mi neng yi zhi yan xu
Wo xiang xin wo jiang hui kan dao
Cai hong de mei li

Wu nei de shi qi xiang chu cun ai ni de ji yi
Zhen xi wang yu neng xia bu ting

Yu ai de mi mi neng yi zhi yan xu
Wo xiang xin wo jiang hui kan dao
Cai hong de mei li

2010-09-20T15:21:00.002+08:00

freaking boring at home sia.. this few day is boring boring boring boring boring... today scholling found out something damn funny!!!!!!! haha!! wonder what will he do??? that idiot!!! :P so tired... hope i nvr make wrong choice... haix... but still ok now she just keep it going and i bring it down.. but now nvr liao.. ain thinking too much... mid autumn festival coming liao!!!! oh yeah my favorite festival!!!!!!!

2010-09-15T10:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was worried about her lol.... did not even have the mood to sleep... she said she message me but i did not receieve anything... till she said it on e-buddy... lol then i know she text me.. fucking hell... so i message her nvr reply... got this fucking bad feeling sia... want to cry liao sia... then i dunno i wait how long sia... she call me.. then i was relieve lol... happy also.... but did not last long lol.... one of my frnd if u worry u will get it.. now i understand what he mean liao.. so this time i learn my lesson liao... won do a repeat anymore...

Outing and back to sec sch

2010-09-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a good and fucking bad day for me!!!!! na bei chee bye.. talk about the good wan 1.. wake up at 7.59 thx to her message.. hahas nice timing... and she said she going to the sch.. then i sian 7.59 then message me.. so i don wan go liao.... hahas.. then went to sleep lol.. 11+ wake up again then go eat.. eat liao went back sec sch.. saw old frnd hahas.. OMG Mr ben same height with me.. i grown taller again :P.... so happy :D hehe.. then went home change to watch grown up with my secondary sch frnds :D then went cineleisure go watch grown up again but this time i watch with my classmate.... hahas.. the show was freaking awesome.. hahas :D ahehe... then they all NO PLAN DE LOL>.< after movie go where also dunno.. so we are like wandering around orchard.. last place that i went was MAC!! and there is all where it started.. fuck hell. they were talking about someone... then suddenly talk until her.. then i shock then i just HUH??? wa they keep saying bad things about her.. the last line was the most i hate... ******** so ugly, confirm cannot find bf... wa i damn FUCK UP LIAO LOL... I TAHAN AT THERE.. CLENCH MY FIST.. A WHILE I JUST COOL MYSELF DOWN.. GLAD THAT I DID NOT BECOME THE OLD ME LOLS.. HENG AH.. WENT HOME, I ALMOST CRY ON THE TRAIN LOL.. FELT SO USELESS AND FAILURE CANNOT DO ANYTHING TO HELP :( :( :( SO I TALK TO HER ABOUT THAT.. SHE PROMISE ME SHE WON DO ANYTHING SO I WAS GLAD... WENT TO ***** LATER FEEL MUCH BETTER MAN!!!!!!

Today post...
today wake up at 7.25 i slowly slowly lai to pack thing.. then went out.. listen to song on the mrt thought of something damn funny.. still cannot forget.. went for class.. mega boring the lesson.. went for PE also mega boring lol!!! hahas... lunch lunch went to eat!!! but still hungry like always :D.. hahas.. went RNT theory lucky sian.. even sian NO INTERNET >.<" fuck the ppl.. hahas.. make my life so bored liao... asshole.. then got connection play play play.. then that FUCKING michelle go play with my name!!! asshole... i nvr disturb her then she come disturb me!! freak her.. then i disturb her back lol.. the class was freaking cold.. hahas.. then i text her lol.. hahas.. then something funny happen.. felt happy about it... then OIT f boring also.. i don think i nid to come lol.. know everything liao.. SIAN!! hahaha. went home.. play game... going sleep lo...

2010-08-30T01:54:00.002+08:00

Thing is going so so onli for me.. i quarrel with her just now.. but like a short wan onli.. so like no damage.. but i also don like to quarrel lols.. think i nothing to do issit.. :P hahas.. just hope everything goes well lol.. although just a few day but its been good :D.. ahehe.. can talk to her well actually but then somehow lead to misunderstanding so i have to text her to clear this thing.. glad that we clear it and promise not to think so much.. she is thinking a lot LOL!!! damn power the mind.. hahas.. nothing else le :P

HEHE!!!

2010-08-24T03:04:00.001+08:00

Bored lah now 3.12 am haven sleep man.. im planning my stuff man.. and wondering of thing.. I don want to fall in love can??? don wan don wan don wan don wan!!!!!!!!!!!! Kind of shit man!!!! haiyo so many ma fan de dong xi!!!!!! freaking hell!! still safe now.. will keep a lookout :P so many dangerous thing out there...

2010-08-21T15:11:00.002+08:00

Hahas.. back to post :D i will continue from yesterday wan.. those locks LOL!!! hahas :D the third day was the day i was at the lousiest mood ever... when solving the lock i wanted to call my friend name then i call until her name sia!! i stun sia why i say then lucky her frnd nvr hear lols.. if not i sian ji pua ah.. then after i say right wa i shut up for a fucking long time man.. and i was still thinking why the name will come out of my head.. damn sian lah.. help ppl then i nvr go until swimming lols.. the fourth day was the most awesome day lols!!!!! hahas those shopping awesome lah.. bought some nice clothes.. hehe i got a new shoes. VANS LEH 20 bucks onli.. hahaas :D but got one more nicer one then the bargain fail so too bad lol for me.. no nice bag nid to get a new bag leh... the bargain damn fun!!!
salesppl:300 ren mi bi
we all:100!!!
Salesppl: cannot lah at most 150...
We all:100 want or don want????
Salesppl:okokokokok!!
Damn fun go back hotel.. same thing always go ring other ppl doorbell then went to the rest room went swimming.. WA LAO their water lvl so high sia even higher than my height... then after swimming we went suana SHIOK LOL!!!! went back hotel room watch 2008 olympic hahas.. YAO MIN SUCKS LOL!!!! that all i say always... we play card then qamarul go take the hotel shoes.. and go SHURIKEN!!!! damn funny then we go disturb the rest.. next was JU hahas.. LION DANCE using blanket... damn funny also. one of the other class ppl laugh until she drop on the floor.. horrible funny.. then still wanted to disturb other ppl de then saw the manager all quickly run back to the room.. hahas... nothing else to share.. Overall SHIOK LAH!!!!!!!

2010-08-20T23:40:00.002+08:00

Hi guys im back from china... it was awesome too bad for those who did not go lols... hahas.. the second last days was the best man... hahas.. those shopping and in the hotel... all i can say awesome man!!!!!!!!! the food there suck to the core lols everyday same thing.. sian.. hahas.. the rest was ok the attraction.. on the second day we went to snow world.. WOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!! damn shiok man!!!! no regret going there to play... 2nd day shopping hehe bought a shoes onli... second last day shopping bought loads of things but no nice bag.. sian no new bag for me... have to buy in singapore liao lols.. hahas.. will update more 2mr!!!!!

2010-08-16T15:23:00.000+08:00

Hi guys im going to china soon.. hahas,,, last min update.. wish me luck :D

HEHEHEHE

2010-08-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

Hahas.. just finish all my war.. hahahs.. SOUL Society sunk 4 fort!!! new record well done team... just hope everything goes well for u during the holiday!!! hahas.. if there is something wrong i confirm will help u de :D.. will keep a lookout for u no matter what... heard something good just hope that can go like what that person wanted... wa haven pack things for my china trip... hahas.. IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!! hope to have loads of fun lol..

Haiz.....

2010-08-13T08:29:00.002+08:00

Im at school now.. so since im free i decided to update my blog lols... haiz... sad to say i like you but i cannot love u... i think u feel the same way too... i just got this feeling lols.. hope im not wrong.. i cannot do the same thing what i did 2 years ago.. Just don feel its right and don wan the same thing to happen again lols.. Ans totally this feeling sucks lol.. got 2 times lols that feeling can come on a twice a day.. 3 more day and i will be in china lol.. haven pack my thing i wan on sunday pack :D...

2010-08-07T13:35:00.003+08:00

Back to blogging...
Hahas.. everything has been doing very well for me.. but im worried about someone.. hahas... just hope everything is doing well for that person as well :D... Wa life kind of bored nowaday.. ppl now are so thick skin think they very zai or what lol... tell u wan to act something infront of me=bullshit!!! hahas :D who care.. im very tired man but i wanna do loads of things man :D My clan is doing well now and we getting stronger day by day :D..

BAD!!!

2010-07-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

this few day have been going to buy things for china if not for my PIE... bad man!! i talk to the person myself although the person say no but im don feel right at all... damn scary lah this feeling scaring to the core man!! wonder what will happen really not so in mood for BGR things... somemore i don feel like there is onli one of them i feel like got more than 3 lol.. the facial expression and the eye contact.. WA LAO SCARY!!! try to avoid liao sia now.. and must!! going china soon... yeah so ready for it and think one of them is going.. going to ask that person 2mr since that person is asleep now zzzz.. read about everything starting from 2007 did not know that the person being through so much feel pity for that person.. Kenna so many bullshit things... hahas :D my clan doing well we got 1,007 point now we got 123 point for today sunk.. so shiok man!!! hahas :D...